It sucks

You're leaving next week
And I don't even know if...

If I'll even get a chance to say good-bye

(Forever...?)

When I catch your eye, we smile
You sparkle
I shine
There's something that charges the air
Something I see in your smile
Your eyes
That I know you'll never admit to

Or,
      am I
               just
                      being
                                      foolish
                                                        again?

…

Remember, when the air had turned cold
And love was in the air
And I hoped some of it belonged to us?

You were kind and
                                you       man
                           ag         ed         to
                             sa                 ve
                                 m           y
                                    he    ar
                                         t

                                 That time

What about a year later
When I thought I would
                                        die
Because my heart was throb
                                               bing
                                                        ice
And the tears wouldn't stop
                                             f
                                              a
                                                l
                                                 l
                                                  i
                                                   n
                                                     g
And my hands clenched for anything
That would make the pain go away
J u s t  l i k e  t h a t ?

You never even knew
Love blinds everyone

                      I tun                          You    
                 nel        ed               tun          nel
                 in          on              ed i         n on
                      you                            her

China never had a chance

Make me hate you
I would beg
Whenever you weren't around
…
You never would have done it, anyway

Petty distractions can't make you forget the real thing
While he worships the ground I walk on
I'm still caught up in you
How many more heartbreaks must I endure
                   I                       my
Before one of us comes to our senses?

3 ½...
Don't flatter yourself

You still appear in my dreams but I try to f o r g e t
What I had h o p e d  f o r
It's just a  f a i r y t a l e

The memories stir with the summer's warmth
And I wonder
Where are we now?
I hope we can be f r i e n d s
But still...
Our eyes light up when we smile
You sparkle
I shine
I can't understand what's happening if you won't help!

And I don't want to ask you anyway

(Not yet)

So it sucks that you're leaving
When the wall has finally broken
There's so much time to make up for

Can we try?

Is there time?

More importantly...

Will I ever see you again?

Or is this our final

G o o d  b y e ?